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...hellppp!!!...

Living in an uncivilized place with no electricity would be a HELL for. I can't imaginr myself living in a place like that. And I can't stand experiencing a brown-out even just in a night! I don't wanna perspire too much that if I will put my sweatin a container, it will fill a dam! But if I will live in that such HELL place and allowed to bring only three things. I'll bring OUR FAMILY PICTURE, A FAN and A BIBLE...

Family picture..because I will definitely miss my family. And even if we're not together, I'll see them everyday. they will be my inspiration to be able to survive in that place, I will be remember and do their advice to me, to be strong in facing all the challenges in my life.

Fan...because like what i said, I don't wanna perspire too much. I don't want the feeling of perspiring, you will be sticky like a glue after you perspire and I can't stand in that feeling, I can't take a bath after because I will get sick, I will have a cough, and that's worst...

A bible...because I need God to be my strength. I don't want to die because of committing suicide because I can't take living in that place anymor. I don't wanna do again my biggest mistake that I ever did. Because if I do, I will go to the real hell! And before I will die, I already know some of the words of God and i already accept Him.

Oh! What if I will shout HELLppp!!! Who will help me?!..Those who are in HELL or in HEAVEN?!...

                                                      ..joana marie pelayo..

                                                     ...III- Amity...

"one, two, three smile!"

The idea of living in an uncivilized place or town is never came to my mind, even to my wildest dream and imagination. But if that happens to me, me, going to live in a "scary town", where there's no electricity, no happenings and my neighbors are almost one block apart to my house, I can say that's the description of "hell" to me. And if i'm allowed to bring "three things" there, I'll bring...

+_family picture...because, definitely i'm going to miss my family so much, especially my lovable mother..._+

+_a picture of JARTAL Virus...all the members of "JV" are my sister not in blood but in heart, they are very important to me just like my family..._+

+_biography book of Robert Pattinson...cuz Rpattz is my greatest idol (and fan..hahaha)...he's the one who I want to live with, even in my dreams (sigh)...and I don't know if my soon-to-be-town, have cute and beautiful men like Edward Cullen.._+

I've chose these three things because even i'm far away and I can't see them anymore and they are not in my side..atleast before I die in that town...I can still see and remember the faces of important people in my life...atleast, I know that "I" exist...in "their" world...

(huhuhu)

"my BF and my BF"

Saving a drowning man is too difficult for someone who do not know how to swim, just like me. But choosing to persons to save their lives, among important people in your life, is much more difficult to do, even if your family is not in the list. And, if ever God put in a situation like that...I will choose...

*Joana Marie T. Pelayo...because she's the closest bestfriend of mine...and I really really love her...it so hard to live in this rotten world without her...I know she wants to live long, as much as possible, forever...one more thing, we both love EDWARD CULLE!?...and my movie will going to be suck and boring to watch if there's no "kontrabida" between me and Edward...hahaha(just kidding!)

*Robert Pattinson...because my life would suck without him!...if he dies, I have no more excuse to watch a movie a movie (huhuhu)...another thing is, how can I become a vampire if I let him die?!